Tuesday, December 7, 2010

ummm... yeah about that whole blog thing...

Okay, almost two months since I've updated. Life + school = crazy.

Major events:
  • Went to Vienna to see aforementioned art exhibit, that was great!
  • Got horribly sick on the way back, remained so for days
  • Managing to get good grades so far
  • Final papers are coming up (5!)
  • Currently dealing with a bout of insomnia
  • Returning to the states on the 14th!
  • David visited! It was awesome!

Have pictures, of the good stuff, will post eventually. Which reminds me, really need to get a picture of the "Rooster Testicle Stew" from the Christmas market. Will be posting pictures upon return to the states.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Draft: Social/Political post... maybe I shouldn't write first thing in the morning.

Disclaimer: Draft Status, may be edited, points clarified later.

I'm really getting tired of my room being so hot at night. A trade off though - I can either sit here with the window open listening to road noise and smelling residual smoke from the guy the next street over's bonfire - or I can go try to sleep and sweat more with no road noise or smoke, but lots of light.

As a result: I'm online, and the first message of the day I get is a link to facebook. One of those event invitations. Me event? no? maybe? rarely yes. But the link took me directly to the page. I usually just delete these from the main page unless they're actual events with people I know doing stuff, or something interesting. The event: "Spirit Day - Stop Homophobic Abuse". Does something seem a little off with the title? Yeah, the comments and description somewhat fall in line with this trend. In typical facebook style:
Wear purple on the 20th of October to honor the six boys who recently committed suicide as a result of being tormented by peers for being gay.
This is not about gay rights. This event has nothing to do with politics or what the Bible says. This event is about loving people. We need to make an effort to show love for every single human being, so that the teen suicides end. I only wish we had done this before these young men took their lives.

p.s. For those of you who are having issues with the title. We're trying to stop abuse that is homophobic in nature, not abuse of homophobes. Otherwise the title would be "Stop homophobe abuse."
p.p.s. PLEASE. Do not spread hate on this page, whether that be hate for gays or for anti-gays. This page is about loving other people, so let's please all be good examples of that love in our actions and words. Thank you.
A few things bug me about this - no one started caring at all till the most recent death - it has everything to do with politics and religion - there's a lot more to preventing teen suicide than just saying: let's love everyone - and wearing purple as an ineffective message.

No one started caring until this one university student died and there have been far more than six deaths. And, from personal observation, it seems to me that most of these suicide have been swept under the rug in the media, and that the non-white (and female and trans!) victims seem to be even more ignored. (I'm saying on a general scale - the talk shows are a whole other story here - Ellen and Oprah, if I remember correctly, have focused on this issue before.) It is sad that media attention finally got people paying attention to this problem that's been going on for a whole lot longer than most people assume.

I'll say it again: this has everything to do with politics and religion. Those influences are everywhere. You can't take either of these out of the equation here. Politics - the legal rights one has to physical safety, ability to function if one so chooses in public without fear of harm. But who am I to say? These rights have been violated so many times in the course of our history (human I mean, U.S. if you're making me specific). On the issue of religion, well that's a tough one. I could write volumes on this, but I'll limit myself to the "love the sinner, hate the sin" mentality prevalent in this event and its comments. As evidenced by the comments, you can't just take the bible out of this (or any religion for that matter). People who use religion as an excuse for hate really frustrate me. It just seems too hypocritical. (I know, back to the whole history of hate thing. One of the largest teams out there? Do I even need to say?) And this politically/religiously flavored nimby-ism (footnote 1) present in the comments is very representative of my point. "Oh, you're gay, well stay away from my family, I don't want to infecting us, but oh I'll totally wear purple in some half-hearted attempt to make sure you don't get beat up." Or the other side of things "Oh, this is a sin, I'm not going to participate because this is wrong and you should change" thus perpetuating the hate in the first place. Many of the comments, especially of the "why would we do this" variety reference the experience of Jewish people in the holocaust. Somehow, they magically forget that homosexuals were a targeted group. (footnote 2) From that perspective they do no address the isolation and loneliness that is so common amongst lgbt youth, especially when you have few role models or peers who even acknowledge homosexuality in a positive manner. (And, to be fair, it is not easy for me to speak from that perspective, my high school environment was very open, and very accepting compared to most, even more so than the university I attended for undergrad.)

I'm not a teen counselor. I don't want to be in that I would find it too emotionally draining. Yet, a few common sense points come up making it impossible for me to resist commenting in the subject of teen suicide. This whole "let's love everyone" attitude is a nice thought, but ineffective. Yes, it would be nice to have less hate in this world, but what about actual ways to prevent suicide? Teen counseling programs, or something... something concrete. I'm not the best person to make the recommendation as to what - but this whole tolerance thing of let's love everyone - doesn't translate into reality or acceptance. Again, it's hard to take someone that "says love the sinner hate the sin" seriously.


Do I think wearing purple will change things? Probably not - do I think it could be a nice gesture? Sure, it has great potential in that regard. Instead of wearing purple, or doing something that most people won't understand, why not do a larger "Gay, fine by me" campaign? Just saying since it has clear message and could be used as a fund raising tool to benefit ... say a glbt youth organization. Well look at that, making yourselves feel good and making a difference. We could even make the shirts purple.

The thing that gets me most about this, aside from the few gay/bi/lesbian people who have actually posted on this, is that it is all about helping them. The language used seems to perpetuate this idea of "other". In saying "they're humans too" does that language then bring into question again "they're" humanity? Not the best example I know, and the comments are filled with better ones.

Okay, I've been working on this thing for two hours, posting provisionally in draft status because I might like to add more/correct later. And I need coffee - like now.

Footnotes:
1.) NIMBY-ism = not in my back yard, as in environmental circles where communities or individuals may not want a toxic dump in their town, but don't mind if its in a second town 50 miles away. (Usually the second town is of a much lower socio-economic status and in a position where they have a much harder time fighting back.)
2.)  A good book to read for more information is The Pink Triangle by Richard Plant.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Je suis trés bein!

Okay, today was officially all kinds of kick ass! Yeah, I said it. It's soooo true though. (I understand I sound like a teenager, but, well, its been a pretty awesome day.)

  1. I woke up able to actually concentrate! I haven't been able to focus on anything at all yesterday or for the entire weekend. Managed to get my reading done!
  2. I get to do my Reading Women's Literature project on one of Ursula K. Le Guin's novels. *grin* Not only do I enjoy her work, but it is text I am familiar with so I'll actually have a clue what I'm talking about (for once in that class).
  3. In my French beginner level class the teacher invited me to attend the elementary level (next level up) class, so I will be attending Elementary French on Mondays and Wednesdays, and Beginner on Tuesdays and Thursdays.
  4. The Gender Studies department is doing fee/transportation paid field trip to Vienna. (Vienna, deserves its own bullet point!)
  5. The field trip is to a FRIDA KAHLO exhibit!!! (I love her work. It will be amazing to see so much of it in person.)
Yeah, I'm kinda on cloud nine right now. Although thinking about Frida Kahlo always makes me think about Viva La Frida - a restaurant in Tampa that only survived a couple of years, but had amazing food while it was open. Their garlic potato chimichanga with tamarind sauce is on my list top ten of favorite dishes I've ever had in my life.

More on the exhibit: http://www.bankaustria-kunstforum.at/en/exhibitions/preview/46

Monday, October 4, 2010

Politics Continued

So, election results... (Interesting side note: April was the sixth parliamentary election since the official end of communism...) Here is the promised link, best overview I could find so far:

http://www.politics.hu/20101004/right-makes-dramatic-gains-in-hungarys-municipal-elections

Also, in reading up on the party (Jobbik) and group (the guarda)  mentioned in the previous post, it turns out that they did spawn from the far-right wing party. It seems from the elections that the far-right gained in the poorer areas, while the right/center-right gained overall and won most of Budapest. From the previously posted link:
"Fidesz is providing mayors for 22 out of 23 major cities and will control all 19 county assemblies, according to official preliminary results."
Yes, in almost every democratic country it seems there is a political pendulum that swings from left to right and back again, but what is so significant about this is that even Budapest went right of center this time. Let me clarify: Budapest swung right, something that has not happened in the 20 years since democracy returned to Hungary. On top of all this, Hungary has the EU presidency in January. (After the first two of the trio, Spain and Belgium.) Should make things interesting, especially since we've already seen a tax debate where the EU has cautioned the new government to hold off on the proposed (dramatic) tax revamping for the next 2 years, which it sounds like they've agreed to it.

Anyway, schoolwork to do. I really am curious as to how all of this will play out. So yeah not leaving the dorm on the 24th, yay for not having classes on that day. On a random side note: David will be here at the end of the month, I'm really looking forward to it!

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Hungarian Politics

Aka., something I wish I knew more about. The only stuff I do know is about the people I don't want to win. The very far right jobbik party to be specific. For the past couple of weeks they've had a booth over at ors/the metro. Watching Hungarian election news; honestly can't tell who is winning/gaining majority so I'll just focus on the right wing Roma hating crazies. At their booths they have these mosquito signs. Basically alluding to anti-Roma sentiment. They're also kind of supporters of the hungarian guard a group perhaps even more extreme. Ah, just talked to a Hungarian girl, looks like less than encouraging news. I suspect from this that the predictions were right and the rightists (the extreme or less extreme with a coalition government I do not know...) had success in the elections. She basically said she doesn't want to live in a country like this. Reminds me of how I felt when Bush won... Well if I manage to find an English language article, probably from pestiside.hu I'll post a link. Maybe I'll read up more on the other parties tomorrow. I'm pretty sure the rightist party is going to join up with the far-right party... Showing jobbik party at 18% ouch. Sorry about any typos - using my iPod touch to post while watching election results!

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Coffee!

The downside of living in a dorm: people. I don't mind the smaller space or the lack of a kitchen as much as I mind the inconsiderate people. The ones who are loud, make messes, smell the place up, or break things. Yes, break things. Actually I was a bit annoyed, but now I'm not. Why? Well, someone broke the coffee pot for the espresso maker in the lounge. Considering the fact that no one ever cleans it, and the whole lounge currently smells, I wasn't overeager to use the thing again to begin with.
That being said, I decided to buy a french press coffee maker. Best. Decision. Ever.
Woot! It made the cheap coffee I bought at Aldi taste good! I will be using this thing regularly.

Sorry for the lack of posting, been taking it easy. Also, I found season 4 of Little Mosque on the Prairie. Great show, if you haven't seen it, you really should look it up and watch a couple of episodes.

Found a cheaper Mexican place, they have fair trade coffee, margaritas, and salads... hoping to go there this week.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Ingredients of the cereal bar looking thing...

Ingredients of the cereal bar looking thing that I bought at Aldi this weekend. Mostly benign and healthy seeming... until the end.

összetevők: maltitszirup, zabpehely teljes magból,
buza-risz extrudatum
apritott vorosafonya
kukoricapehely
palmaolaj
mez
nedvesítőanyag: glicerin, aroma, emulgealoszer: szojalecitin es zsirsavak mono- es digliceridjei, alma sűrítmény, etkezesi sav: citromsav, só 
nyomokban tejtermeket , foldimogyorot, diofeleket es szezammagot tartalmazhat. szaraz huvos helyen tarolando
figyelmeztetes: nagyobb mennyiseg fogyasztasa hashajto hatasu



Ingredients: maltitol syrup, oat flakes, whole seeds,Wheat-iris extrudatum
Crushed Berry
cornflakespalm oil
jersey
humectants are glycerol, aroma, emulsifier: soy lecithin and mono-and diglycerides, apple juice, food acid: citric acid, salt
trace amounts of dairy products, nuts and sesame seeds contain. Store in a dry, cool place
Warning: Excessive consumption may produce laxative effects

Yay for google translate! I shall not devour these snack bars with great haste.


On a side note: Facebook is being stupid and not importing my notes correctly.
Even more off topic side note: The Hungarian Firefox spellcheck lists stupid as correct! And the English one says "spellcheck" needs a space.
On an even weirder side note: try searching for "knusperone new lifestyle" on google images. Scroll to see all results.

Monday, September 27, 2010


View Walking Tour in a larger map




9/27/10 - where I went today
(Not listed on the map:)
Took the Red Line to Deák tér
From there - Yellow line to Okotogon
(Listed:)
The Blue drawn line is me walking from the Oktogon to the Opera House to Treehugger Dan's then to school.
Next is the red line that I drew - walked along Nador utca to the Parliament Building then back to school.
The purple line - from school to the Hummus Restaurant then grocery shopping and back to deák tér.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

New Pictures and Random Office Supply Adventure

Today, in desperate need for more highlighters I went on a mini-adventure! I went to Keleti pályaudvar by metro. From there I got a little confused, mostly due to a lack of street signs. (Most of the signs here are on the side of buildings or fences, I really haven't seen any actual posts with signs.) After wandering into the train station I got some good directions and a few pictures. Realistically using those directions it was about a 15 minute walk to the Office Depot, although I might be overestimating normal conditions since the sidewalk was under construction! Found the Office Depot, took a much faster way back to the train station! I now have 8 different colors of highlighters, three pirates of the caribbean notebooks, and two bottles of hand sanitizer! I brought my camera with me today and have some pictures from the trip there and the trip to school!

The Keleti Train Station


Close-up of the top of the building

Inside the station

Barrier to the Metro 4 line construction area across from the train station. My favorite picture of the day although I did get a few "Why are you taking pictures of that?!?" looks. Also, quite representative of the graffiti here: entirely unreadable!
This is a fountain in the park by Deák tér.
The Basilica... will get a better picture some other day... since I usually walk by it every day.


Well, that wraps it up for pictures today. I tried doing video, and the hi-def looks great, but I need to work on having a steadier hand. Image stabilization can only do so much, as I used to tell people!

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Hospital Visit

Sorry about the lack of any update. Although this one should be a bit interesting. I am now much more familiar with the Hungarian medical system than I was a week ago. On Wednesday I had some abdominal pain so I went to the CEU medical center. There are two doctors at the on campus medical center, one tried to book an appointment for me for the next day with another non-ceu doctor, but could not get a hold of the place by phone. I left with instructions to come back later that day so she could call again. I left, took some Advil, then the pain got worse, went back, she then examined me, and decided to send me to the hospital. Of course the pain happens to be on the same side where my appendix is, and it hurt enough that I actually cried out when she pushed down on the area, so the whole hospital thing makes sense. I freak out a little, but not too much, considering. So I get instructions on how to get there, and try to find someone from my department to inform about this and let a professor know that I would be missing a very important meeting. This was around noon, and the meeting at four (I assumed I wouldn't make it and was correct).

Off to the hospital I go! Taking the blue line, and not getting too lost. I had a paper with the address of the hospital which helped, since I could stop random people, point to it and get instructions. The stop was further away from the hospital than indicated by the instructions/map. Thankfully after getting off at the correct stop (I was at the point where it was a bit painful to walk) I ran into two English-speaking girls who were very kind and gave me very accurate and clear directions. (On that note, I would love to redo the maps that the medical center gives out, if just to make them clearer!) They said it was about a five minute walk, and realizing where it was even asked my if I could walk the distance, because there's a bus I could take instead. It ended up being about a 3-4 minute walk, even at my slower pace so I was fine (the pain magically subsided for the walking, enough to, well, walk). Enough about the journey there. I found it.

The check-in desk had no one there. There was just a security guard who told me in Hungarian to wait. (A very nice man translated, saying the woman was at lunch.) Pay attention, this is a theme of non-full-blown-emergency medical care in Hungary. (Or as I've heard from other students, perhaps a theme in general here.) The hospital is older looking, there is noticeable damage to walls and doors. Very different looking compared to the shiny, overly well lit American hospitals that I'm used to. I sit, I wait maybe 20 minutes. She comes back from lunch, knows some English, prints out a form in English, and even accepts my temporary Hungarian student ID! (Never forgetting my passport in my dorm room again!) She deals with 4 other people while I'm trying to fill out the form. The proper format for a Hungarian address seems to vary by type of form/context but I have issues telling what to use when. The safest seems to be Zip Code, District Roman Numeral, (Either name of district or not), Street, Building Number, Room/Apt. Number. Odd since in Budapest the district is the middle two digits of the zip code anyway. Forms done, taken upstairs a waiting room. Wait. Wait some more. Look lost and scared making eye contact so they notice me. (Very useful technique indeed.) Nice med student asks me a few questions. I'm in a teaching hospital so there's a lot of med students here, which is good because it is mostly the young people here that speak English. Although if you act non-intimidating I've found that a lot of other people will speak some English, or French, or Chinese. (Although my vocabulary is quite limited in the later two languages.) I finally get into the examination room and meet one of the best doctors I've ever met in my life. He spoke English well too, and was willing to explain everything that he was about to do. After the physical examination, he was fairly certain it was appendicitis, he sent me to have blood drawn and an ultrasound, with strict instructions to not eat or drink anything in case I would need surgery. Neither of the women taking blood spoke English. Nem is no in Hungarian. I said "nem" a lot when they couldn't find the deep veins in my arms and started looking towards my hands. They even looked at my wrists which I've heard from American doctors is a major don't. So after whacking the crap out of my right arm they got me the first time. (Perhaps only the third time in my life I remember that happening.) And then they filled a vial, and then another, and another ... all in all, 6 vials! Vampires! I don't ever recall having that much blood taken before. Then they sent me to the room for the ultrasound. I took a moment at that point to try to make some international calls on my cell phone, which, much to my surprise, worked! I blew threw about 2500 ft in credit that day though! Got ahold of David, and had him call my mom. (For some reason calling her didn't work the first time.) The ultrasound tech spoke English and even showed me what he was doing on the screen. Couldn't find my appendix though.

Next they send me back to wait, and then from there to the building next door for a gyn consult. (I have a history with ovarian cysts so this has to be considered also.) I go to the doctor, Mr. Nice Doctor sends me to and am told to come back tomorrow. I go back to the first building and Mr. Nice Doctor gets annoyed with them. He then calls, has another doctor specifically agree to see me, makes sure the guard over there will help me get to where I need to be and then sends me on my way. The guard doesn't speak English, and I don't know enough Hungarian to communicate effectively yet. He takes me to another door, presses a buzzer and gestures that I should wait. No one answers for maybe 3 minutes or so. He is down the hallway at his post and gestures for me to press again. I do. A very very grumpy man answers, and speaking quite excellent condescending English informs me I should wait, implying just like everyone else. /facepalm Thankfully I didn't have to deal with him. Although he might have been the supervising doctor for the med student that saw me. Waiting game again. This time the waiting room, was a more typical Hungarian waiting room. Aka a hallway with benches in it.

A very nice female doctor came over to me, and I got yet another physical exam. You know how in American doctors offices they provide you with gowns or those thin paper coverups? None of that here. Well once in first ultrasound. After the exam I get sent for another ultrasound. This one was less fun, but still had an English speaking tech who was nice. Again another hallway waiting room before the ultrasound, this one in front of a marked locked door. Apparently you just sit down and wait. No check ins. This time he had a monitor he could turn on to show me rather than turning his screen. This one was the more invasive, "Can I please take a shower, a bath, and then maybe another shower?" kind. Went back upstairs, waited some more. Ms. Nice Doctor came by and said there was an emergency she had to run to. After she got back she came over and discussed the results, including blood work with me. Yay, white blood cell count normal, no sign of infection! She recommended I see an endocrinologist. (It is quite possible the severe pain I was in can be attributed to the side effect of a medicine which she says they don't prescribe in Hungary for that very reason. Yay, American medical establishment. /sarcasm) So she sends me home around 6:30.

I run instead to the departmental welcome party in hopes of finding my professor so I could explain in person about the missed meeting. She is very nice, although I know that she'll be tough academically. (Which is a good thing!) She left the party before I got there though. I ran into some people, explained that I was fine, and then left with Claudia to head back to the dorms after scarfing down a slice of pizza. Got back to dorm and had dinner in the cafeteria. (Until I got to the welcome party at 7 I hadn't really eaten or had anything to drink since about 8 that morning!) Got on skype to let everyone know I was okay (I think, I don't remember the rest of the night, except showering, a very very nice long shower). Sleep.

The next morning I got up to see the doctor I had the appointment for. Again, doorway in the basement of some medical building with benches in the hallway. Still having trouble getting used to this system. No reception where I go say "Hey I'm here for my appointment!" Also the office is pretty much one room, not much in the way of modesty either. He and my CEU doctor are of the opinion that my problems are something I should just deal with and wait out. Grrr... I disagree, and thankfully I have that referral to the endocrinologist from Ms. Nice Doctor from the hospital. If things don't get better in the next week (I'm being fair I think, giving it a week, especially since the pain is quite manageable now) I'll go to see this other doctor. I suspect the medicine I'm on has my whole body screaming WTF?!? at me.

Sorry for the really long post and all of they typos, but I figured this would make explaining easier. Also, it lets me sort everything out in my own mind. All considered, I'm doing fine, even with a small 200mg Advil the pain is gone. Yay! (It does give me a good potential thesis topic if the one I have doesn't work out. Although I'd really have to work to make it fit the History requirement...)

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Pictures from Sept. 12th

My pictures from the bus trip didn't really turn out as clear as I would have liked. That being said, once I was off the bus I got some better ones. Started out on the bus tour which took us from the dorms in Pest over to the Óbuda castle side. At the castle we had to option to stay for the last day of the wine festival. Four of us stayed, it was a great way to spend my birthday. The two night pictures are from the wine festival. Will post more later!

Both sides of Budapest, taken from the Óbuda side.

Parliament Building
I think this is Matthias? Church. Lots of restoration work being done on it right now. One of the few shots without tarps!
Potato Pancake. Fried and smothered in sour cream. Okay, but bland.

The castle at night.



Szervusztok!

I've been in Budapest for over a week now and facebook just isn't working out as a blog. So here we go, Jess in Budapest. (Although I figure I'll just go ahead and say Europe since I'll be traveling around!) I plan on using this blog to post pictures and keep everyone updated on my life and studies in Budapest. This is my 11th day here in Budapest, finally settling in and getting into a good routine. I even got to do a touristy bus tour Sunday on my birthday! Picture post to come soon!